facebook.

So, I was just reading everyone's posts from facebook this morning while sitting at work when I came across a very disturbing one. It read, "Christ, I want a baby!!". Now, this was only scary because the person who posted this is 20 and his girlfriend is 19. His previous post was, "I need a car. Cheap!". From that post I'm assuming they aren't financially stable. I'm not quite sure if this person was kidding or not, but I do know they've wanted a baby since high school. When will 'kids' learn the babies aren't all fun & games? I don't think they realize the time and money that baby is going to cost them. Or the sleep, or the relationships, and the list goes on. But maybe I'm wrong, maybe they have taken all of this into account and still want a baby. I wanted to say something so badly, but decided it wasn't my place so I kept my big mouth shut.
On a lighter note, I'm pretty stoked for this coming weekend. Scott and I are going to kris & tonya's wedding tomorrow. And when toyna and I talked about it, she let me know we will be dancing the night away, which sounds wonderful to me. LOL Then on Saturday I have to work a half day but then, courtney & I are going to get my hair cut into a faux hawk. if anyone has any cute ideas on how to style it or clips to put in it let me know! I'm super excited. Then on Sunday my mamma is taking Scott, Sky, Ty, Chris, & I to lagoon! Yay!! I can't wait to go have some fun in the sun. LOL
Scott's mom, Wannetta, and I have been getting along and I couldn't be happier about that. Its a huge weight lifted off of me. You have no idea. And Ty's been here which has been fun.
Oh and Scott's suprise is coming up! I can not wait for his birthday! I'm just waiting on 1 more thing to come in the mail. Yay! I'll tell you all about it after he gets it because I know he reads this. Hi baby. LOL
Well, I should probably get back to work. I'll be filling you in on Scott's suprise after he gets it. And I'll post pics of my cute new hair soon :D Have a good day everyone!!

a few wedding photos.

ah ha! I got it to work!


Sky and I being silly. p.s. Thanks for the jacket dane. :D






Sky took pictures of my hubby & I dancing. :D


God, I love my pearls. hehehe


What a cute family we make. :D Doesn't my daddy look so handsome?




My two favorite boys. :D The best brother anyone could ask for, and the best person to ever come into my life, aka my bff. :* Love you guys.


Everett Lee with Auntie Ashley, with no make-up. Scary! ahaha


Everett Lee with his uncle Scott. What a crazy. ahahah

summer update

Well, Scott and Tim have gone on a 4 day adventure to the mountains so I am left home alone with movies, my new fuzzy friend, dealing with his mother :(, and planning Scott's surprise, which I have already spend $200 and I'm not even close to done. But when it's done it will be marvelous, I just hope he likes it. :D But they've only been gone since 10this morning, so I don't think I should complain too much. LOL


Well, here's the update since I went to WI:
Tad and Amber's wedding was beautiful! I love my new sister-in-law so much! And just as I promised, Everett Lee is the cutest thing ever! While I was gone Scott painted our bathroom, which is just perfect. It's a little girly, but he did it. So, I figure he must like it some what. LOL
I just got back from another mini vacation. Scott and I went to California for my sister Dena's wedding to Will Noble. It was in Laguna Beach, absolutely gorgeous. Scott got to meet his nephew, Everett, for the first time. They love each other. ahaha He has gotten so big in just the 4 weeks since I saw him last. It makes me sad that they live so far away, but we have decided that we are all going to get together at least once a year and hopefully I will be able to see him more than just once a year.
I did receive some upsetting news about a family friend, but as of right now he is doing as well as can be asked and we just keep him in our thoughts and prayers. I just know he will be at his daughters wedding next may. :D Which I am so excited for. She is my oldest friend and I couldn't be happier for her. :D Speaking of; we're all going to the rodeo this Saturday. WAhoo Giddy up Cowboy! ahahaha Should be a good time.
Scott's mom and I are still on the rocks, but I'm trying. Wish me luck! LOL I wish she would just get off her high horse and meet my family for god's sake. They aren't terrible people! And to be honest with you, we only hangout with my mamma so much because she asks us to, and she makes us BOTH feel loved and wanted. But I can't tell her that, I'm still trying to get on her good side. Hopefully soon she'll come around...

I tried adding some photos but it's being stupid, so I'll have to try again or something. I don't know....

Well, it's getting late and I still have a movie from redbox to watch. I will catch you up on everything else soon. :D

life as we know it

Time has been slipping away from me latley. I've just gotten lost in my little world with Scott, but I am not complaining at all! I couldn't ask for anyone better to spend my life with. <3>

We have been busy though. We painted a wall in our kitchen and plan on painting two walls in our bedroom and our bathroom. We put up shelves and a big mirror in our bedroom. We've also finished our patio (put red brick where the dirt used to be), put together our new computer desk & our new bench/storage bin out side, and planted some really pretty lillies and petunias. And when I say we what I really mean is Scott did most of these things and I was there for moral support. ahahaha Our apartment is really becoming 'our home' and I love it so much. I even put my terrible towl up in the closet. (It's the best I could do). ahahah We've been out and about quite a bit too. We've had friends over to BBQ and what not a couple times, went hiking, took a drive to bear lake, & have been golfing a ton. I even hit a few golf balls, not very well though. ahaha Since the weather is starting to warm up we'll hopefully be doing a lot more of these things. :D We went to a concert & fire works last Saturday after spending the day shopping in SLC, I got 2 super cute new dress for hella cheap. Gotta love that! :D And we went to the car show on 25th on Friday night. We were going to go watch some fights this coming Saturday but got free tickets to a concert on 25th and free music, especially good music (so I've heard), always trumps fights. :D I can not wait.

Along with all our improvements to the apartment I am leaving for Wisconsin next Thursday to meet Everett Lee Peterson, my baby nephew, who was born June 3. 6 pounds 13 ounces, & 19.5 inches long. He is the cutest baby I've ever seen and can not wait to meet him. I will be taking a ton of pictures of him I'm sure, so check my facebook. :D But my oldest brother will also be getting married next Saturday and I can not wait to be there with my family, minus the 5k run on Saturday morning. Some people.... ahaha I do wish Scott was coming with though. That's the only thing I'm not looking forward to. :( I haven't gone a day without spending time with him since I moved home...

Friends has been an on & off situation, not going quite as well as Scott and I. A good friend has left my life for good I think. I just can't condone the things she has been doing. And I am very sorry that I believed her for so long. She has been lying to everyone. :( Life goes on right? Another downer is that I haven't seen my Ty for a long time. Things are very weird between us, but I'm hoping it goes back to normal very soon. I have been hanging out with an old friend more though, which has been a lot of fun. I've missed her very mucho. :D

should not be left alone with the internet.

I have decided that I should not be left alone. ahaha. I end up watching 'Dancing with the Stars', dancing around my apartment in my panties, and blogging. So sad this life I lead. ahaha

Well, I logged onto my yahoo account today and this is the head line, which blows my freaking mind: "Ricky Martin announces online he is gay". I have some feelings about this situation.
1-Who didn't see that coming a mile away? Seriously?
2-Why does it make top news that someone comes out and claims to be gay? Why do we care so much? They are just like everyone else, they just have different preferences. I guess I just never understood the fascination or disgust with homosexuals. I was fortunate enough to grow up with my mother who always taught me to accept people for who they are, no matter what.
3-It makes me happy to see that he is doing this for himself and his twins instead of for publicity. He seems genuine.

I ordered some new 5/8" gauges yesterday and I ordered a needle and a sparkly belly ring today. :D I'm super excited to get back up to my 5/8", they've missed me. I bought some more triangle ones (pink and black ones to go with my white ones) and some zebra ones. Hells yeah! ahaha I think I'm going to have to order the pink zebra ones too. It would just be wrong if I didn't. But the needle is obviously for my belly button. Tyson is going to pierce it once it gets here. I figured it would be better if he did it than Tito, for everyone. Would cause less drama. And I'm always down for less drama. And I have been toying with the idea of getting my Monroe done. Thoughts? Comments? Opinions? I'm going with Jennifer on Thursday to get her tongue or nose done, I can't remember, and then her and Rose are going to come with me next week to do my lip. :D But I need to find a clear one to put in for work. Anyone know where to get one? I have no cojones so I hope they don't hurt too bad. But I kind of figured, first piercings and then on to the tattoos. I need to get them drawn up here soon.

I am in need of a mini vacation. I wanted to meet up with my mama in Mesquite in a couple weeks, but I have to work 4 Saturdays in a row. So sad. :( Maybe I'll go down next time I have a Saturday off whether mama's there or not. I miss my g-ma & g-pa and would love to lay out in the warm sun for a change. :D Or maybe Jen and I, or Mindy, or Tyson (who ever really) can go away for the weekend. Go somewhere and just relax and have a good time. I'll have to set that shit up. Because I am sick of this cold Utah weather. I'm ready for spring!!

Oh god, and I was listening to my Ipod today and I wanna go dancing! Dancing by myself just isn't the same. ahaha.

So I watched 'Dancing with the Stars' for the first time tonight and I fell in love. I don't even want to go to dinner tomorrow so I can watch it. How pathetic is that? ahaha. But, in my defense Pamela Anderson, Chad Ochocinco, Buzz Aldrin, Nicole Scherzinger, Shannon Doherty, and Kate Goslin are all on it. How could I not watch? I mean come on! ahaha I need to tell Tito that his love is on there, I got so distracted today that I forgot. Humph.

When I was at my mama's house on Sunday I was going through some of my old things and came across the funniest article. I know some of you will remember it, because I posted it up on Myspace for a long time. But it was talking about 'the scene'. It made me laugh so hard when I was reading it because I kept thinking about how I was 6 years ago. I was straight edge, and a big mouthed little bitch. ahaha I don't know why anyone was friends with me. And it was talking about "emo boys"; 'They weigh roughly 90lbs, wear girl's jeans that hug their asses in just the right places, belts buckled somewhere around the side of their right leg'. Which made me think of my dear Tyson. Oh goodness! LOL That is probably the funniest thing to think about. He went from being straight edge, wearing girl pants, eyeliner, and a fauxhawk to having long curly hippie hair and chilling the fuck out. He tries to tell me he doesn't get as many girls, but I keep reminding him those were the wrong kind of girls. They were all underage, myself included. He just couldn't stay away from this one. ahaha Jen hasn't changed all that much. She's still a silly bitch/drunk. ahaha She was way ahead of us, Tyson and I just needed a little time to catch up. Me especially. ahaha

P.S. I still need a date for Chris's wedding. Any takers? ahaha

My life as of right now.

Well, I guess I'll start off with what is on my mind right now. I had some friends over last night to watch the UFC fights. My man GSP won and I was very happy about that. What I wasn't happy about was the little kids that wrecked Tyler's room. Thankfully they cleaned up some of it, Jen and Colton cleaned up some, and I finished it this morning. But honestly, who let's their kids just tear up someone else's house. Who thinks that is ok? Bleh. Whatever.

I'm very happy to report that I have put my gauges back in. I decided that it is something that I love about myself, obviously since I did it in the first place, and I met him after they were already there. And it has really been bothering me that I changed something that I liked to make him happy. I did that a lot with Michael and look how that turned out. Now, I'm not saying Scott is like Michael because he isn't. I just started to act like I used to and I am going to try and stop. I will be happier that way, which in turn makes everyone else happier because I won't be a crazy bitch on rampage. ahaha But shit, I forgot how bad they hurt. LOL I put them in a good two hours ago, with lube and everything, and they are still stinging. Oh well, it's so worth is. :D

I'm not so happy to report that I am getting bored. I decided that I need to start doing something that I enjoy. And do it without anyone else. Or just do it with new people. Go out and make new friends. I'm not trying to be a bitch, but I only have 2 that I can honestly say I want to stick around. The others are just so much drama. I love them to death, but once or twice a month is enough for me. I just can't do it anymore. I definitely need to make new, normal, friends. And so far so good. :D

Ohh and I have been waiting very patiently for a wedding invitation from my wonderful friend Christian Tallman. :D He is getting married April 10. I haven't seen him since he left for his mission, sadly I wasn't able to make it to his homecoming. But I plan on leaving right after work that Saturday to go up to Idaho. Scott will be out playing army for the weekend, anyone want to come along and keep me company? It's only a 3 hour drive. I'll buy the snacks. LOL Tyson....this was mostly directed to you. ahaha

Skylar is leaving for Orlando on Wednesday with his friend Jacob and his family. Little shit. ahaha. He's never been on vacation without his sister. What is he going to do!?!?! Ok, just kidding. I know he'll have a blast, and I'm so excited for him. Skylar, you better call me every day! Or else! :D I'm glad that I will be able to hangout with him on Tuesday night and Wednesday morning.

Dena and Will's wedding is getting closer. Which means that Tad and Amber's wedding is also coming up, and my sweet little nephew, Luke Jr. I was looking at pictures on facebook and Sara's belly is getting so cute!! :D I'm so excited to meet him! I wish Nikki and I could have gone out for the baby shower. Oh well. But I have bought all my dresses for the weddings. Super excited!

Well, I have to be going now, I'm going up to mama's to spend the day. Sunday's are the greatest. :D
Rian, loved your last post. :D and Meggie when are you coming out again? Miss you both. <3

Birthday Fun

I had a wonderful birthday. Thank you to everyone who made it so great, especially Scott. :D


He made me my favorite breakfast (waffles), bought me my favorite flowers, and bought me a pearl necklace. It was a good start to the day for sure. I was pretty hungover so I hung out at the house for a bit, then met T, Jayson, and Jeanine at the mall. Then I went out to Tona with Scott, Sky, Mama, Dad, and Nikki. That was kind of a bust, but what can you do. Not everything can be perfect.


On Friday Mindy, Dylan, and I went and saw 'Alice in Wonderland'. Which was amazing. I definitely want to go see it again soon. Hopefully Scott will want to go see it with me...


Saturday was my birthday party. Mindy and I went and got our hair done and dressed up like princesses. I made jello shots and got drunk. It was a good night. LOL

Now it's time to go back to 'real life'. Such a bummer. ahaha.