I will be ok.

Things haven't been going the greatest lately, and it makes me very sad. But I'm not going to lie to you, I will be ok. I will be fine no matter what happens. It's quite nice to know that in my heart, because I've never felt that before. I don't want this to happen, and I will do everything in my power to keep what I have though. So don't think I'm giving up, because this is far from over. :D

I don't think you should live life unless you're going to live it to it's fullest. And love with all your heart and make sure those people know it, each and every day. So, Scott, I love you. With everything I have. Every piece of me is still as in love you with you as I have ever been.

Halloween is just around the corner and I'm sad that I don't know what will be going on in just 6 or 7 days, but hopefully it will be everything I want and more. I am at my mamma's house right now and she has the whole thing decorated so cute, well scary I guess would be the better description but you know what I meant. I'm pretty stoked for my pin-up costume. It came in the mail just a week or so ago and I put it on as soon as I got inside the house. LOL It's adorable, if I do say so myself. LOL And tomorrow we get to carve pumpkins at my dad and Nikki's house. YAY! That's one of my favorite parts of this time of year, I love carving pumpkins. :D We're going to pick them tonight when they get done at costco. If they ever get done at costco. LOL

Oh, EVERYONE needs to get on mine or alex cunningham's facebook and check out the amazing pictures she took this morning. She is soo talented! I'm so excited to see the rest of them. I can't even tell you! ahahaha