I will be ok.

Things haven't been going the greatest lately, and it makes me very sad. But I'm not going to lie to you, I will be ok. I will be fine no matter what happens. It's quite nice to know that in my heart, because I've never felt that before. I don't want this to happen, and I will do everything in my power to keep what I have though. So don't think I'm giving up, because this is far from over. :D

I don't think you should live life unless you're going to live it to it's fullest. And love with all your heart and make sure those people know it, each and every day. So, Scott, I love you. With everything I have. Every piece of me is still as in love you with you as I have ever been.

Halloween is just around the corner and I'm sad that I don't know what will be going on in just 6 or 7 days, but hopefully it will be everything I want and more. I am at my mamma's house right now and she has the whole thing decorated so cute, well scary I guess would be the better description but you know what I meant. I'm pretty stoked for my pin-up costume. It came in the mail just a week or so ago and I put it on as soon as I got inside the house. LOL It's adorable, if I do say so myself. LOL And tomorrow we get to carve pumpkins at my dad and Nikki's house. YAY! That's one of my favorite parts of this time of year, I love carving pumpkins. :D We're going to pick them tonight when they get done at costco. If they ever get done at costco. LOL

Oh, EVERYONE needs to get on mine or alex cunningham's facebook and check out the amazing pictures she took this morning. She is soo talented! I'm so excited to see the rest of them. I can't even tell you! ahahaha

kitty part 2

p.s. that lady with kitty was just trying to get money out of us. :( But leda was going to take her. I have such good people in my life. :D

life is a gift.

Life is so amazing right now. I couldn't ask for a better family, a better lover, or better friends. :D thank you so much to all of you who make my life this wonderful. :D On top of those wonderful things it is October, my second favorite holiday, the first being my birthday. Ahaha I have decided to be a 1950's french pin up girl. I'm going to rock red lips, tons of eye liner, and my faux hawk. I'm so excited. Mamma's throwing a party at her house so if anyone wants to join the party you're more than welcome. Ok, I guess not anyone, but you know what I mean.

I do have some more exciting news, I'm gettin my picture taken next Saturday. My mamma, sky, and I are gettin family pictures taken by Miss Alex Cunningham and I'm sooo stoked. Alex is going to takee my picture alone another day at the cemetary in the valley where my brother is buried. I'm so excited. I haven't seen her in so long and she does amazing work.

On top of all this, it's football season. And the amazing steelers are startin out 3-1 with a 3rd string QB. We have a bye this week, but next week when Big Ben steps onto the feild, you poor poor browns. We are going to dominate!!!! We have an awesome game coming up on halloween, we're playin the Saints. (Lil breesy) ahahaha I freakin love that commercial. Anywho, everybody needs to watch my Steelers take this shit over! :D

And anyone that's planning on coming to vegas with us we're staying at the Wynn. YAY! Everything is getting so close, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and then my birthday! Hehehe

I'll. Write more and put up pictres after I get together with Alex. :D

Kitty

I need some help. When I moved out my mom gave my cat to some man and this man has abandoned her. Someone found her and put up her picture in smiths, which is how I came to have this problem. The lady that found her can't keep her forever. Scott said the cat can't live with us. She needs a home. She is fixed, declayed, litter box trained, and has all her shots. Her name is Ocean and she is so sweet and loveable. Call me if you're interested. Thank you so much. 8019413992