Thursday, October 29, 2009

Happy Happy Day!!!



Things finally seem to be going my way! I got a new job and put in my two weeks at roosters. So I only have 3 Saturdays left and I'm done there. It couldn't have come at a better time! :D



Wannetta and I are going to see the MJ movie on Sunday and I'm super excited! Scott doesn't want to go with me, suprise suprise. I've noticed if I want to go see a movie I just have to go with someone else. LOL Which is fine with me, I just wish he was with us. But it's ok, it's just a movie.



And I got an e-mail from Elder Christian Austin Tallman!! I only have to say that for a few more days. I'm going up to Idaho on the 8th to see him and couldn't be happier or more excited! But I have no idea where the church is or what time. ugh. I have to figure that shit out. And to top it off, that's Jen's birthday. So when I get home we're gonna party! :D Whoot Whoot.



I finally got Scott and Sky together to get my parent's christmas presents together. I love the way it's turning out so far. Just need a little money now and everything will be complete. :D

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

OCTOBER

I love this month. It's been a little rough for me but I still have that silver lining of carving pumpkins with my family and then again with Steve, Mindy, and Dylan. I can't wait. And we've had Tyler the past few days which has been wonderful. :D I absolutely love that little boy. I am a little sad that he has to go home so soon, but he'll be back soon. :D

And then of course I have Halloween to look forward to. I wasn't excited at first, but I have changed my mind. And hopefully Tyson will come play with us. That would complete my night! My love and my 2 best friends with me. :D I wonder what he's decided on... I hope its a 'Wild Thing' from the movie. Scott and I are going to have to go get his costume here pretty soon. I'm being a flapper girl, the same as last year. But I figured its ok because I wore it for like 2 maybe 3 hours. And then I want Scott to be a mobster, but who knows. Jen is going to be a daisy-bug instead of a lady bug. It's cute, she showed it to me the other night when I was at her house. Hopefully PT will be joining us, but you can't be for sure with that boy. :(

The week after Halloween my good friend Christian Austin Tallman will be coming home from his mission and I'm so excited! Only 15 more days. I realize that I won't be able to see him in 15 days, but hopefully he'll have his homecoming soon after, or he'll call me a day or so when he gets home! :D That would be wonderful!

Annd Meggy is coming home for Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!!!! She's bringing her boyfriend Chris, I've never met him and I'm really excited to finally get the chance. :D

I'm trying really hard to have a positive out look on life. When I do that, the job issue doesn't seem like such a big deal. Except when it comes to Christmas. :( I'm barley making enough money to pay my bills, I definitely can't afford Christmas presents. Hopefully something will happen...

Can't wait for the next few weeks. Trying to stay positive. :D

Thursday, October 15, 2009

ksl.com - LDS apostle says religious freedom is under attack

ksl.com - LDS apostle says religious freedom is under attack

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I need to think about this issue a bit more before I start rambling about how I feel...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

hate crimes

Take a few minutes to read these news articles. Tell me what you think. Personally, I am so happy to hear that Obama wants to sign this bill for hate crimes on gays. I think it is a big turning point in history. And definitely the right turn for America. :D

WASHINGTON (CNN) -- Judy Shepard stood before a massive crowd at the Capitol on Sunday for a single, painful reason.

"I'm here today because I lost my son to hate."

Her gay son, Matthew Shepard, was kidnapped and severely beaten in October 1998. He died five days later in a hospital.

More than 10 years later, Judy Shepard addressed the thousands of gay rights activists in Washington who wrapped up Sunday's National Equality March with a rousing rally at the Capitol.

"No one has the right to tell my son whether or not he can work anywhere. Whether or not he can live wherever he wants to live and whether or not he can be with the one person he loves -- no one has that right," Judy Shepard told the crowd. "We are all Americans. We are all equal Americans, gay, straight or whatever."

The activists marched through Washington, calling for an end to the "don't ask, don't tell" policy and equality in marriage.

The National Equality March coincided with National Coming Out Day, and came a day after President Obama delivered a supportive speech to the nation's largest gay and lesbian rights group.

Obama was praised for his remarks to the Human Rights Campaign, where he said he has urged congress to repeal the Defense of Marriage Act and to pass the Domestic Partners Benefit and Obligations Act. But Obama has also been criticized by gay rights activists who say he has put those issues -- and the Pentagon's "don't ask, don't tell" policy, which bans homosexuals from openly serving in the military -- on the back burner.

"Obama, I know you are listening," pop star Lady Gaga told the crowd, before shouting, "Are you listening? We will continue to push you and your administration to bring your words of promise to a reality."

Shepard told the crowd she was confident in Obama's pledge, but that the activists could also play a critical role by contacting their congressional representatives and voting for politicians who support their cause.

Legislation bearing her son's name was passed in the House this week. It expands the definition of hate crimes to include attacks based on sexual orientation and gender identity. The legislation is awaiting a Senate vote.

"I can announce that after more than a decade this bill is set to pass and I will sign it into law," Obama said Saturday."

At the Capitol on Sunday, the participants spilled from the western front of the building, where a podium was set up, onto Pennsylvania Avenue. There was no official estimate of the size of the crowd.

Christine Quinn, the first openly lesbian speaker of the New York City Council, said she had one request for lawmakers at all levels across the country.

"Look me in the eye and tell me I am less of a person than you are," she said. "Look me in the eye and tell me my family is worth less than yours. Look me in the eye and tell me I am not an American. Well you know what, not one person in any of those places can do that, not one of them."

She continued: "So what we're here about today is to start telling the truth and to force the lawmakers from coast to coast and in the nation's capital to make our law books tell the truth."
Although Obama's speech Saturday was supportive of changes in the law to reflect equal rights in marriage and service to the military for homosexuals, given a full plate of other issues at home and abroad facing the administration, it remains unclear how quickly the issues at the center of Sunday's march will be addressed.

Even members of the president's own party are split.

"I've said in the past I don't think that's the way to go," Sen. Bob Casey, D-Pennsylvania, told CNN's John King, referring to the repeal of the Defense of Marriage Act. "We can move forward on a lot of measures, but I'm not sure there's the support yet for that."

"We are gathered here today from all over the U.S., and back home many of us are deeply embroiled in the particular local battles that we are fighting, but today is a national rally and when we walk away from here tonight, we need to walk away with a common national resolve," actor Cynthia Nixon, of "Sex in the City" fame, told the crowd.



WASHINGTON (CNN) -- President Obama delivered a rousing speech Saturday night to the nation's largest gay rights group, praising the gay community for making strides in equal rights and pledging to deliver on major campaign promises that some say he's left on the back burner.

"For nearly 30 years, you've advocated for those without a voice," Obama said during his address at the dinner for the Human Rights Campaign. "Despite the progress we've made, there are still laws to change and hearts to open."

Obama's speech came as gay rights activists continued to lose patience over the lack of change to key issues for the gay community -- including the Pentagon's "don't ask, don't tell" policy. It comes on the eve of a major gays-rights rally in Washington.

"This fight continues now and I'm here with the simple message: I'm here with you in that fight," Obama told the applauding crowd.

The Human Rights Campaign issued a statement praising the speech, saying it was a "historic night when we felt the full embrace and commitment of the president of the United States. It's simply unprecedented."

Obama called for the repeal of the ban on gays in the military -- the "don't ask, don't tell" policy.
"We should not be punishing patriotic Americans who have stepped forward to serve this country," he said. "I'm working with the Pentagon, its leadership and the members of the House and Senate on ending this policy, legislation that has been introduced in the House to make this happen, I will end 'don't ask, don't tell.' That's my commitment to you."

The president said he backed the rights of gay couples, saying they should have the "same rights and responsibilities afforded to any married couple in this country." He said he has urged Congress to repeal the Defense of Marriage Act and to pass the Domestic Partners Benefit and Obligations Act.

Obama also touched on protection against hate crimes, noting that legislation was passed in the House this week that expanded the definition of hate crimes to include attacks based on sexual orientation and gender identity.

"I can announce that after more than a decade, this bill is set to pass and I will sign it into law," he said.

Obama acknowledged the fact that many in the gay community don't believe government is moving fast enough to address their concerns.

"Many of you don't believe progress is happening. I want to be honest about that because it's important to be honest among friends," he said. "I said this before, I'll repeat it again, it's not important for me to tell you to be patient."

Obama said gay people, like other Americans, are affected by myriad concerns -- namely, the economy and the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq -- and stressed that he's focusing on issues that affect the entire nation.

"While some may wish to define you solely by your sexual orientation or identity alone, you know and I know that none of us want to be defined by one part of what makes us whole," he said. "So I know you want me working on jobs and the economy and all of the other issues that we're dealing with."

Still, Obama said, it's imperative that the gay community continue to pursue the policies they support.

"It's so important that you continue to speak out and you continue to set an example and that you continue to press your leaders, including me, and to make the case all across America," he said.

The Human Rights Campaign in its statement praised Obama's pledge that "we will see a time in which we as a nation finally recognize the relationships between two men or two women."

The group said Obama "made it crystal clear that he is our strongest ally in this fight, that he understands and, in fact, encourages our activism and our voice even when we're impatient with the pace of change."

awesome-ness.

"Breaking up and saying, 'We can still be friends' is like your dog dying and your mom saying, 'We can keep it.'"

this is pure genius at work right there ladies and gentlemen.

Friday, October 2, 2009

defeated

i just feel defeated. I'm about ready to turn my phone off and get into bed and not come out until Christmas time. LOL

i will fill everyone in on what's been going on...

1-my phone decided to take a sh*t. and its not under warranty because Tito, who bought me the phone, did not buy it at a t-mobile store. so i am S.O.L. but there were some good things that came out of the whole situation. A-my phone isn't entirely broken, just the back light. so i can't really see the screen unless its in direct light at the right angle. LOL but can still get phone calls and blah blah blah. B-the guy at the t-mobile store thought i was cute so he is giving me 15% my bill every month. FYI if you know someone who works at t-mobile through October 4 they are doing this deal where you get 15% off your bill. C-they said i could 'upgrade' to a new phone for $99 but would have to sign a 2-yr contract. and there is a problem with that because Scott and i are planning on getting new phones if Feb. when both of our contracts are up. D-i did go into t-mobile all by myself. I'm pretty proud of myself for doing that to be honest with you. sh*t like that doesn't happen very often. i normally have a panic attack and need someone to either come with me or just take care of it. bleh. i have no idea what to do.

2-Tito lost his job. so that gives me something else to worry about, even though i know i shouldn't worry about it. we still have bills together. and that's what stresses me out. i hope that everything works out for him. but i do have some good news concerning T, his clothing business is finally up and running. its actually running well enough that there is a guy who works at teasers who is going to invest in Tito's clothing line and then sell the shirts at teasers until December. and all the profits go to charity. which is way cool. :D and Tito is thinking about going back to school. i didn't ask if he meant he was going to finish hair school, which would be cool, or go to college, which would also be cool.

3-i have been having dreams about an ex of mine a lot lately. and normally they are bad dreams, but not all of these are bad. some of them are just weird. like the one i had last night went something like this......i was driving my cute little Saturn and he was driving his acura, even though he's has at least 2 cars since that one, and we just drove along side each other. he waved, i was shocked, then waved back because he just kept waving at me, and then we just drove. it was very odd. i don't know why I'm having these dreams but i don't like them. i don't like waking up thinking about him. whether it be good, bad, or just neutral. it makes me very uncomfortable and i wish they would stop. hmm, i wonder how to get dreams to stop. I'll have to look that up.

4-I'm bummed out because i was so excited for Halloween and now i could honestly care less. there isn't anyone really that i want to hang out with, I'd be fine just sitting at home or going to work. which is crazy for me because it's my favorite holiday. :(

5-oh and 1 last thing, i haven't seen Jen very much, which always puts me in a blah mood. but thankfully she's coming over tonight. i can't wait. i have no idea what we are going to do, but i honestly doesn't matter. we can just sit and home, just the 2 of us an it can be fun. LOL :D

well, that's all for now. I'll fill you in some more later, I'm tired of staring at this computer screen. I'm going to fix myself a rum and coke and go lay in bed until Jen calls.